Day 5 - FAILED

[veteran_gamer]

I'm not really into sharing things about my personal life with the ungrateful masses aka you, the public, but it's something that affects me enough to where it affects OUTBREAK, so it's probably the right thing to share this with you.

I have attempted (yet again) to quit smoking cigarettes, and have been in hibernation for the past 5 1/2 days, isolating myself from friends, family, and anything human, I have given my bank cards (probably over-drawn anyway) away for safe hiding, and am really going to try and succeed this time. I've never gone more than 17 or 19 days, I don't remember.

This is a hard process, and as you can imagine, my frustration tolerance level is extremely frail, which means I cant work on OUTBREAK, because I don't enjoy it, it makes me want to smoke.

So all I've been doing is making movie clips, watching movies, making music, writing a bit and LAYING LOW!

So please forgive the "extended" absence, man just making this thread makes me wanna light up!

you fuckers!

Wish me luck, and hold down the fort while "Vet" gets well!

see you soon (and healthy!) I hope!

-Vet

[wells119]

Good luck vet

[veteran_gamer]

thanks, but i failed about 15 mins ago

back to work, back to business as usual

[IneptGuard]

I’ve been smoking since I was 16, take it from someone who quit before. Rely on you laziness, it is the key. If you are to dam lazy to get up, go outside and light one up then you stand a chance. If you smoke in your house than your fucked.

[Blubbles]

Not many people have the ability to quit alone. It's quite amazing that you've handled yourself quite well alone.

Anyway don't make OUTBREAK an Issue, we already know stuff has been advancing and there's no halt. These minor Delays surely won't be a problem, and be sure not to make it a problem for yourself.

[veteran_gamer]

thanks Wells, appreciate it buddy!

thanks blubbles, i hope to succeed soon, its the first time in my life im really -wanting- to quit, when i wake up in the morning (like right now) sometimes i have a minor wheeze, bad stuff, rat poison!

and Inept you're absolutely right dude, the only time I -have- been able to quit those fucking things is in non-smoking house-holds. right now im at my fathers house, hes never smoked, so having to stop what im doing, get my fat ass up, walk outside to fire one up can be devastating to my concentration, but again, keeps me under 10 a day.

thanks again better luck next time

[drunknidiot619]

its going to be rough man but i know you can get thru it have a little faith in the most high and everything will work out

[wells119]

Cigarettes should be outlawed. probally Only reason its legal is that government makes money from the taxes. any ways hope you quite

[veteran_gamer]

thanks Mike, i sent you a message too, sorry i took so long to reply foo

[†Ms. Rocker Red†]

One day at a time VG. [[[HUGS]]]

Having quit an extremely addictive substance 3 years ago, I know what your going through.

I wish you well & don't give a shit about OUTBREAK's progress over your health.

Contact me if you need to. You know where to find me. =^-^=

[veteran_gamer]

Thanks Rocker....very sweet, thoughtful & considerate of you, ill probably be taking you up on that offer when the time comes :]

thanks again